like i hate it when people basically brag to your face, but sugarcoat it to make it not seem like bragging LMAO. and im just there like nodding and encouraging them so they dont feel bad, then like a decent person would just stop right? but ohh noo not this girl. kept on going and going till i finally changed the subject myself. like if i hadn’t i woulda probs been more annoyed. like uhm excuse yourself but you really dont have that much to brag about tho…………… so calm your tits. but haha she still cool tho. just sometimes annoying okbye. 

I don’t know what to give up for lent. Apparently it’s something that you’re supposed to not be able to really live without. SO giving it up would be a really great sacrifice. Well, the only thing that comes to mind is anime and manga. I really want to give it up but i don’t think I can :$ I don’t know … it’s really hard. Like my brain wants to read but my heart doesn’t. I don’t know.. i’ll probably be experiencing this conflict for the whole month, but I really want to do this. SEL CONTROL LINDSAY, SELF CONTROL and FAITH IN GOD. 

I am honestly so proud of myself. I just cannot believe it. I ran for fifteen minutes and I wasn’t even extremely tired… I felt like I could have kept on going… Maybe even reached 30 minutes. This is really a great achievement of mine and to be honest, several weeks ago…. actually wait no .. from before I began the run, I did not believe I could do it. The most I could ever really do at the time was 5 minutes.. TOPS. But then I began to run. I ran until I got to 5 minutes. My mind told me to stop but i thought for awhile and began to actually evaluate if I should stop. I checked my breathing - it was fine. I felt the condition of my legs - they were fine. So I kept going. I kept going until finally reaching 15 minutes. I was a bit out of breath and my legs a bit sore, but I felt like I could keep going. I decided to stop though because I didn’t want to add any stress to my body (I haven’t ran in a week and didn’t really stretch/warm up) before my debating competition on saturday. Anyway, what I have learned from this workout is your enemy really is yourself. It is the part of you that tells you “you can’t”. It is the part of you that gives up easily. It is the part of you that is scared of taking risks. Today, I learned to conquer those parts of myself and finally believe that I could do this. I could reach my goal.  wait no, I WILL REACH MY GOAL. 

hi volunteering and stuffs my name is lindsay ntmy we’ll be spending a lot of time together anywayz